How you doing?

A friend of mine messaged me on MySpace and asked me how I was.

I wrote this poem back...

Hey

I am doing OK
if by OK
you mean
the same as always

which we might
want to wonder
and worry
about

as
I am not OK
usually.

so
why
would I write that I am OK
now?

maybe it is just easier
to write
"i am ok"
as
it can be difficult
to discuss
the hopelessness
that lies coiled at the
heart of existence.

via e-mail.

p.s.
Congrats on the new baby!

Kirsten Dunst has small boobs

Kirsten Dunst has small boobs

that don't move around
They stay put.

Stuck in the middle of her chest
they are
pissed
off
at the big titted
chests

Because they will always be
small
inconsequential,
mediocre
like me.

I hope kirsten doesn't stumble on this blog
or read the mean things others say about her.
Or get depressed
when she stops to think
about her small tits.

I love big tits
but I like small tits too.

But I am sure
I wouldn't like being stuck
in the middle

like small tits

on a girl
who wants to be pretty.

I don't need to be the happy of a girls with big tits
I want to be small tit happy
like you Kirsten

so I can bend over

by the side of the pool
and pick up the paper
without much cleavage showing

but I won't read the nasty things

they say in the paper

just the good news

because I am a chickenshit coward

like my father before me

just like luke skywalker says

or bukowski did

in a documentary today

go back to sleep kirsten

where you can dream away your small tits

and where you don't have to apologize

for dreaming away

in your dreams it's ok to have insecurities

about small tits

about small boobs

it's ok you bent over

it's ok if I see them

'cuz I won't say anything mean

or write
anything nasty

I'll just write you love poems

and rub lotion on your back

because you freckle easy

and my lips will get cold

from all the wine we drink

swallowing our youth
like bitter
lawn darts