I should be worried

I may or may not be worried about the flaming destruction my blog is facing from the blog review guys over at Iwillfuckingtearyouapart. It may or may not be the reason I am in complete frozen mode with this blog.

You would think I would be taking the time (I have 4 to 5 weeks they say) to tidy things up on this blog.

I could be editing my old archives or putting out new content.

I am THINKING about doing that stuff.

It just goes against the slacker feel of this blog too much.

Oh who am I kidding? The only reason I am not fixing things is because I don't take pride in anything I do. That way I can stay lazy and feel like the only reason I am failure is because I don't try.

I am sure my failure has nothing to do the talent I posses, or how I refuse to stick to one topic on this blog, and how I post stuff before I use the edit button.

But frankly I blame YOU my readers for that.

You guys keep me lazy because you love me so much. You shower me with appreciation. And I do so little to deserve it.

I may be stuck on 13 readers, but you 13 readers are stuck on me. You never ask me to spell check, or explain my wandering narratives, and you never get pissed off at me for having better blog posts titles than blog content.

That's why I love you guys.
And why I fear getting constructive criticism.